What is perfect?
No one is..
Often we pursue perfection in our lives..
And in the end..
We landed up in nothing..
Since the beginning of time..
We have always wanted to look better..
We set a target for ourselves..
Some of us set it within our reach..
Made us feel better when we reached our goal..
And we have a sense of satisfaction..
Happy with our lives..
Whereas some of us set it out of our reach..
When we can't reach it..
We will feel sad..
Disappointed..
Depressed..
Does appearing beautiful mean all to us?
Why are we always so mindful of how others look at us?
Ever since the time we are born..
Our parents will dress us up cutely..
When we are young..
We will dress up ourselves..
Look pretty..
Cool..
Good..
When we are adults..
Means and ways of making ourselves look better we often may try..
Examples and more examples of good results tempt us to go for it..
Why?
Because we know that age is catching up with us?
Or is it because we just wanna look more appealing?
Facial appearance, physical appearance..
We look perfect on our appearances..
But have we ever considered the appearance we have inside of us?
Is it as good looking as the outward?
Or it is withering and old inside?
We often go for the extremes..
Not caring for what is happening to us..
Not minding how much we spend..
Not thinking of how the people around us will feel..
We just do whatever we want to..
We not only wanna look good when we are alive..
Even if we were to lie in the coffin..
We also wanna look good to be able to leave peacefully..
Maybe it is alright to be a perfectionist..
But..
Why do we also want others to be perfect?
A pretty face..
Good figure..
Perfect character..
This are the things we want others to have too..
Nobody is born perfect..
Why do we need to put such high hopes on others?
Why do we need to force others to be as perfect as our ideal "me"?
We often will change..
Change ourselves..
To meet the ideal person of others..
Why do we need to go to these extends?
Because of love?
Or is it because of just wanting to prove to others and yourself that you can be perfect?
We should learn to live as what we are..
Fight for the things you want..
The things you hold dear to..
Not giving up at the slightest blow..
Remember there is always people who loves you..
Life..
Is never perfect..
Why do we want our lives to have no troubles, no worries?
Make ourselves feel better?
Yar..
Everybody hopes that way..
Life is always filled with ups and downs..
We might feel happy this moment..
And feel sad at the next moment..
So short life is..
We often do not treasure what we have..
Why..
Is it due to the fact that we are too busy that we forget our loved ones?
Or is it that we have so much time for other things that we have neglected our closest fwends?
Is it true that till we have lost a person dear to us that we will then learn how to love?
Show that you treasure your loved ones and closest fwends..
A small act of kindness..
A smile saying thank you..
A warm hand shake saying i appreciate you..
Or a hug saying i love you..
Is is time that we should not let our pride hinder us in the way..
Actions that we should do..
We should do it now..
Words that we have to say..
Say it now..
If not..
It might be too late to say sorry..
It might be too late to say I love you..
What is love?
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person..
Sounds so difficult to understand..
There are so many definations for love..
What is yours?
We might think that love is the actions that we do..
To care for someone..
Worry for someone..
Hope that someone is always alright..
Make someone happy..
We might also feel that love is the actions that someone do..
Care for you..
Make you happy..
Be there for you..
Hope the best for you..
We are always caught up in our busy schedules and activities..
That we lack time to actually show care and concern or to love someone..
Is is so important that we need to go for our meetings, projects, activities, workouts, pastimes..
that we have neglected the important people in our lives?
Isn't it better to have your loved one beside you..
Caring for you..
Always be there for you..
Sometimes we want these from the other party..
We long for them..
But have you thought that..
Did you have time for them?
Were you the one who always give the reasons that you are busy?
It's ironic..
The phrase..
"I am busy"
Caught up with so much things..
Making us so messed up..
making others feel neglected..
Making people feel so unloved..
Why don't we try saying "i am there for you"?
Maybe it will help..
Lesser people would have worries..
Lesser people would have felt unloved..
Lesser people would feel that there is no one there for them..
What is your defination for your perfect cut, life and love?

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School is like such a chore..
Cabbing to school was rather easy this two days..
Feeling tired and listless every morning..
Since year 1..
wow..
How much tiredness can i accumulate?
Was feeling sick..
Physically.. emotionally?
Maybe..
Thinking sessions were common on the trips home..
Especially wen i started to rain..
Saw how the clouds were formed..
How the rain drizzled..
Split splat split splat..
On the windows of the bus..
breeze through my unkept hair..
It would be good to have someone behind me..
Lying on my back..
With her arms around me..
Saying, "i'll be there."
As i stand strong to meet challenges everyday..
But..
Currently there is only empty spaces..
Wishful thinking..
It is sweet to receive msgs from people..
Encouraging you..
Saying that the friendship is treasured..
Standing beside you..
Be there for you..
Thank you very much J..
Appreciates..
Work is like pilling up..
Gets me on my nerves at times..
Easily flared up..
But shouldn't be problem with lots of sleep..
Lack of sleep..
Feel like a walking panda..
Habben become legenary dragon warrior..
Did Value reflection journal..
Had lots of happy feelings as the moments came into mind..
Was feeling sad..
So fast..
Year 3..
Going to move on to the next phase of life..
Will definitely rememeber all the moments i had..
Although there will be some unwillingness..
But it is a matter of fact to grad..
Never will forget the Bus stop always filled with peers squeezing up the buses..
People waiting for more People..
Sit there like dumb dumbs..
Waiting goon-ly..
Done that didn't i..
Saying Hi and waving to peers..
Countless..
Happy to know so much ppl..
Treasure is for sure..
All the retarded stuff..
Unglamourous..
Pure stupidity..
Hope it will all repeat again..
Enjoyed them..
The mushroom..
Dunno can sell for how much..
Priceless..
Filled with unlimited memories..
Laughter..
Gatherings..
Dates..
Waitings..
The gate to all the schools..
The Spectular view of the entire campus..
Low on cash? ATM!
Library..
Books and movies..
Late evening projects..
Miss those times..
Not forgetting the slumber and snores..
The never ending printing of notes and more of them..
Levels of noise..
Never ending project discussions..
Levels of Quietness..
Bookworms trying to remember every single word in the books..
Business school..
Slacking at corners of the facility..
Never ending gossips..
Hellos and more Hellos..
Not forgetting the hot babes found in BS..
Snacking at boring lectures..
Drinks and snacks allows attention and concentration in the lecture..
Boosts focus and keeps one awake..
Making a din at tutorials..
Project discussions..
Homework..
Group consultation..
Rar Rar ness of the class..
Everyone too excited for the lesson?
Or just want to give the teacher a difficult time?
Guess so..
Hope it helped to gain some participation marks..
Cheers..
Green tea..
Cookies..
Favourites..
Always the long queue..
Cut queue by asking people in front to help to buy..
Biz Park awesomeness..
Western..
Wide Variety, Good position, Good price..
Food's good..
Like doing a typical analysis..
Chicken cutlet rice..
Honey sauce..
Nuggets of gold..
Cheap and filling..
Tired due to long years eating the same stuff..
Singing to the songs played..
Searching for seats at peak periods..
Computer labs forever filled with classes and ppl..
Do projects..
Print notes..
Play games..
Play games dunno how to go library to play?!?!
Let ppl use the com to do something meaningful..
Zzz..
Concourse..
Will at least walk it once everyday..
So much people..
Stretches of vending machines..
Drinks..
Food..
Icecream somemore..
Sandwiches somemore..
Unbelieveable..
Tables outside LTs..
Forever taken..
Books opened..
Laptops on..
Sribbling and disscussions..
Business-like meetings for the never ending projects..
Good place to eat instant noodles..
Windy..
Nice view..
Quite comfortable..
What more can you ask?
Office people walking around..
Call security..
These are not students!
Blazers and ties..
Presentation slides..
Cue cards..
Smooth delivery..
This is what the workforce requires..
And what my Business school gives..
BS rocks!
IT school..
eazi printing..
Print from computer..
Notes..
Photocopy..
Buy lecture notes..
ITAS canteen..
Cool place..
Chicken rice, yong tau hu, nasi padang, western..
good stuff..
Fills the unsatisfied..
Memory of ITAS is limited..
Mensa..
All sorts of paperwork get from there..
Student union..
Never ending activities..
Student lounge still can play pool..
Bookshop..
Books..
Stationery..
Drinks..
Snacks..
Even Hair wax and body soap..
Best place ever..
Triangular gardens..
Such nice scenery..
Step on grass need to pay $50?
I think i owe a few thousand dollars to the school..
Fountain pond..
Cool place to sit at the park bench..
Enjoy the breeze..
Always jump into the fountain pond..
Durings camp though..
Although dirty..
But..
Camp, who cares?
Design school..
Ppl who dresses EXTREMELY well comes from there..
Fashion setter?
Model?
Fashion disaster?
You say it, they have it..
Design canteen..
western, chinese cooked, malay cooked food..
All damn nice..
Favourites..
Always windy at the canteen..
Jupiter cafe..
Sandwiches..
Italian soda..
Chicken leg pasta..
Fish and chips..
Typical kind of cafe eat out..
engine..
Longest and biggest school..
Nothing much..
Guess so..
Chui-ness is experienced..
TCC..
The coffee connoisseur?
No..
Temasek Convention Centre..
Such classy name..
All the BIG BIG events held there..
Kind to look upon it..
Guess will be going there soon..
Graduation..
The swimming pool..
Training ground..
Passes..
Sprints..
Games..
Friendly matches..
Sets..
Won't be able to forget the amount of sweat put in tat place..
The sports complex..
Track..
Runs..
Circuit trainings..
Gym..
All the various muscle building exercises..
Pull up bars..
From none to 18..
Great achievement is reach from those bars..
Look up and you will achieve greatness..
Lastly..
Bedok Reservoir..
Runs..
Runs..
And more runs..
Canoe around the whole place..
Ran the whole course..
Wow..
Something unforgetable..
Can even take smoking breaks there..
Pa to there..
Opp sch..
Techno..
Angkiong..
KFC..
MAC..
A*..
A1 Chendol..
El kadir..
Fills your stomach..
Great variety..
Sometimes even hard to decide where to eat..
But going to miss the food..
Temasek poly..
Unforgetable experience..
Prepared me for the world..
Considering after graduation..
Will come back when free..
Try the food again..
Say Hi to old friends..
Enjoy the wind in my hair at the gardens..
Thinking back on what was done in this campus..
Gossipping about what happened in the past..
Place filled with good and bad memories..

Labels: My school

This will be a new public chapter, although i do keep private chapters..
The first entry of this blog will not be a joyous one..
Recently, there have been many things going on la.. making me think alot..
People just come and go just like that..
People we know also went to the white shores of heaven..
Although we will miss them, but we know tat they will be somewhere up there..
Free from the worries of this world..
Is like..
Things often don't turn out the way we think it will..
Although things are difficult..
I have and still am trying to lift my eyes to the heavens..
Because my help comes from above..
It is like a never ending fountain..
Where you can keep getting your water from..
We should encourage one another in this walk of life..
Not to pull anyone down..
My saviour, help me to hold on to you..
Never to let you go..
Cause you are the reason that i am able to be here..
Even if the whole world forsakes me.. you will not..
I will hold on to you..
Because you are bigger that the air i breathe..
I want to save my world with you..
The burning fire is flickering..
Help me to let it burn, ever so greatly..
The greatest love of all is mine, because you sacrificed yourself for me..
Every single day..
Same routine..
Seems like it is never ending..
Boring and tiring..
Give me the strength to walk this life..
Let me soar like eagles and not be weary..
Help me to be like before, the "newbie" that longs for you..
You came to earth, all for love, became poor..
Died for me..
So wonderful to me..
I will not know how much it costs..
To see my wrongdoings on the cross..
You took the weight of the world on your shoulders..
You did it all for me..
Thank you..
Thank you..
I could sing of your love forever..
It falls from the heavens like rain..
May our cries reach the heavens..
Hear us..
Let you rain pour down and save this dry land..
Hear us from heaven..
Hear a generation that is crying and praying for the needs of the others..
Let this sanctuary be a place for your glory to dwell..
We find that in our daily lives..
We are too busy for this and that..
We wait for this and that..
Expect this and that..
We should learn to wait upon the lord and let him intervene..
Because i have always believed..
In his time..
He will make all things beautiful..
Cause he is awesome..
Who reigns from heaven..
With wisdom, power and love..
He control all things..
Life seems to be messed up..
Like a puzzle..
We often get stuck at stages of our life..
But he is the one that always put the pieces back..
There are things that i have done and couldn't change it..
You were the one that changed it all..
I am taken by the wonder of your name..
So amazed..
Thankful..
In awe..
When i face the storms in my life..
You will not let me go..
Bringing me through the storms in my life..
Seeing me through the seasons of life..
The oceans will rise..
The thunder will roar..
The storm will be conquered..
Because you will bring me above..
I will not be moved..
I will be still in your presence..
Because you are here..
Life is so so fragile..
Have you ever go out into the sea?
You will think that the ocean is so so much bigger..
A wave tossed in the ocean..
A vapour in the wind..
You hear me when i called you..
I am nothing..
I said to myself..
But you told me who i am..
You told me that i am yours..
The voice that calmed the sea..
Would call out to calm the worries and troubles in me..
There is no need to fear..
Cause i know i have you by my side..
Help me to follow you..
Take my life..
i surrender it to you..
Take my world..
Inhabit all of it..
Take my dreams..
Make me assuredly yours..
You are all i am living for..
You are the king of everything.. My everything..
I want my life to praise you.. Because you are my god..
You the reason that i live, the reason i sing..
With all i am..
I want to walk with you..
Wherever you go..
Through tears and joy..
I will trust in you..
Help my faith not to weaver in circumstances..
The love that is found in this world..
Is never long lasting..
But the one who bore the weight of the world and who was crucified..
That is true love..
Teach me..
To live my life..
Set me apart..
Lead me to you..
Have we ever had a heart for worship?
We love so much things in the world..
So much stuff..
Branded stuff..
Pretty stuff..
Cool stuff..
But have we thought of giving the love to the one who have loved us even before we were born ?
Lets start from the beginning of this world..
We were in his mind..
Tears that roll down our cheeks when we cry into our pillows at night..
Is precious in his eyes..
Everything was done..
So you would come..
There is nothing you can do..
To make Him love you more, to close the door..
Broken hearts, broken lives, he will take them all..
He will mend the broken..
Heal the broken..
Restore the broken..
Because of his great love..
He gave his life..
For us..
For you and me..
For the only way..
Truth..
Life..
Thank you for the salvation..
The love that you gave..
One way..
The lover of my soul..

Labels: In my Life, let your will be done..