Past one plus months..
Saturday, December 19, 2009, 9:30 AM
gonna be a long long..
long..
long entry i guess..
sunday morning breakfasts..
aren't so fun now..
unlike last time..
there was endless topics..
over hot coffee..
muffins..
hotcakes..
now..
no more muffins and hotcakes..
no more hot coffees..
no more laughter over the table..
eating became a chore..
eat for the sake of eating..
it was not something fun..
breakfasts became moody..
nothing much to talk..
just concentrate on eating..
brunch sounded nicer..
botanical gardens..
sunday brunch..
halia restaurant..
alfresco dining..
sound seriously fun..
relaxing meal..
juz the kind of meal..
tat i'm interested in..
laughter..
good food..
good company..
over the dining table..
not moody faces..
no laughter..
no talks..
absolute no no..
will have lesser breakfasts in the future..
starbucks always will perk my mood up..
somehow..
dunno why..
after a dosage of peppermint mocha..
it made me feel better..
more relaxed..
more happy..
passing out ceremony..
sang the sch song with pride..
while it was raining..
memorable..
it was what makes real men..
wooya!
had a good dinner at cafe cartel..
sweet sweet dessert..
baby was even sweeter..
OCBC was a way out..
from my crisis..
hmmm..
kinda struggle..
but still can manage..
everything for the future..
keep the future in mind..
The Prime society @Dempsey Hill..
simply awesome..
reasonably nice food..
baby was always there..
made me smile..
spend some good quality time with her..
happy happy..
it feels good to cuddle tgt..
have her in my arms..
knowing tat she will be there..
if i need her..
i'll always be there for her too..
my new addiction..
simply want it more and more..
just couldn't get rid of it..
far too attractive..
too beautiful..
moments sometimes can be described as..
Hot..
risky..
sweet..
exciting..
big discussions always end up..
both sides wounded..
damn sick of it already..
same issues always brought up..
loud voices..
threatens..
frightens..
not peaceful at all..
wat to do..
there has been lydat all tis while..
a change in environment..
sometimes might be shocking..
culture shocking..
till cannot take it..
till i feel damn screwed up..
a walk along the beach..
was wat i needed..
to relax..
and i got it..
at least holding her hand..
i know tat i would be okay..
i could be strong with her support..
NY NY..
awesome place..
if i could just fly to NY now..
dun stay in tis country..
good sia..
it might be so much better..
but the food and dessert was really good..
try using urself to make tis 3 words..
I..
Love..
You..
it would make a pretty girl..
standing by the window..
to smile..
really..
had some gastric problem..
always got pain below the ribcage area..
it made me think tat it was gastric..
might be something worse..
cooking for a loved one might be the best thing to do..
i guess it din taste as good as the ones outside..
but i had my heart in the dish..
hoped it moved her heart..
staying tgt..
having one another's company..
was just awesome..
feeling's indescribable..
just awesome..
warm..
fantastic..
happy..
blissful..
Orchard is always so beautiful..
most beautiful especially during..
CHRISTMAS!
lots of lights..
lots of christmas trees..
kissed her under the mistletoe..
very happy..
has always wanted to do that..
had quite a couple of sticks..
here and there..
made me cough so badly..
f***..
should stop..
if not sure die..
cough till i wanna die..
was shocked when i heard some news..
27th dec..
was kinda sad that something..
i looked forward to so much..
din get to happen..
was feeling really empty..
really empty..
christmas was so important..
it would be so incomplete..
nearly banged my head against the wall..
nearly cried..
i made my mood to the festive changed..
180 degrees..
so dun look forward to it already..
but wat to do..
as long she is happy..
i would be happy for her no matter how hard..
just hope she'll have a really good time..
really wanna hold her in my arms now..
just dun wan to let her go..
miss her so so so much..
2am dessert bar..
was kinda something i needed to chill out..
after a long wk..
love the place..
ambience's awesome..
kinda like a home..
so comfy..
so entertaining..
i would have my home..
designed in the same style..
holding parties and gatherings..
for meals..
for drinks..
would be so good..
it would bring so much life..
just can't wait to have a home of my own..
a space of my very own..
tat i just will have my freedom..
working towards tat dream now..
jiayou ba..