Here comes the long one..
Friday, March 12, 2010, 4:17 AM
Start the new year with a lot of work
still was serving shit
a lot a lot of shit work
more than you can imagine
dirty
heavy
disgusting
see a lot of shit going on
but there was always a way
to make everything go away
for that few minutes
siiiii wooooo
very bad la
should really stop
but it helped at times
dunno la
keep feeling that everything is f***ed up
but at the end of the day
will always end up
looking at the phone
1 message received
after reading her messages
my heart always melts
like instantly
all the shit in the day
disappeared immediately
forget everything that happened in the day
was speechless most of the time
it was because i was simply touched
she is the one who will put the smile on my face
after a long long long day
if she is not here
i might not remember how to smile
i am contented
having her
just her
for the rest of my life
lucky i am
she is always there for me
most of the times in my phone
sometimes i am fortunate to have her
in my arms
love her
Happy 100th day anniversary
it was my 100 most happy days
There wasn't happy days always
lucky for us
we also had sad days
it builds on our relationship
making it even stronger
sorry i have neglected you
sorry i have not thought of you at times
it was lessons learnt
to cherish each other more
treasure one another
you would not get another person
who will actually count down to the days to seeing you
who cried for you
i ever heard a famous saying
those who really love you would not only smile for you
but most importantly cry for you too
missing her like crazy was a feeling
that happens everyday
lessons and lessons in camp
tests after tests
damn stressful
wasn't what we could expect
but it was that way
damn shit
feel falling sick
my stupid sighness
my heart was also sick
love sick
in need of a cure
that only she could give
finally the last day of course ended
happy like mad
it marks the end of all the shit
marks another chapter to begin also
Valentine's day
guess this is the one year of a very long time
that i have a precious woman i could spend with
yes i call her a woman
because i did a lot of silly things for this woman
in front of this woman
that i don't do in front of other girls
all because i wanted to see her smile
and her raised eyebrows
big eyes looking at me
hahaha
Happy lunar new year to everyone
Huat ah
had a very long break
10 good days
spend time with family and relatives
friends
and my loved one
Keep missing mambo
keep wanting to go
but will always end up being lazy
guess I'm old for all that clubbing scenes
got no energy to dance at the dance floor
for hours like last time
baby's so pretty and cute at times
she just amuses me and make me laugh
that was one of the reasons i fell for her
Rocky hill Mess was really AWESOME i tell you
one twenty whole night
snooker
food
lung exercises
damn ups
that was life in rocky hill mess
literally
its the best place to be in forever
rehearsals under the hot sun
not fun at all
sweat till there was no more
the big show finally came
looking at her sitting her finding me among the greens
looking at her smile
she waving at me
it was all worthwhile
really
had a unofficial week break
spend a lot of time with her
really really happy
to have her always here
i want to have a future with her
that's a first i had ever thought
to think far
there would be ever afters and forevers
good and wonderful things
we would share
all we need is to cherish one another
work hard together to make everything possible
thanks for painting my life with more colours
i love you

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